all I have is my two sense a dollar and a dream , haters motivate me by trying to demolish my self-esteem , never will that happen im the star in the making , arms spread out in glory my story published my dream taking ,
Dear Blade ,
I have not had the urge to touch you in a while now . No longer am I dependent on your silver razor sharp edges . I have been a torture victim of yours for some time now . I filled my head with the conclusion that each cut into my flesh would take away a pain that I felt with in .. I was wrong CLEARLY . The last time I cut myself was January 31st , Ended up in the hospital February 1st and admitted on the 2nd , Not only did I cut myself I also took 28 mg of Klonapin - Attempted suicide , unsuccessful . I am one percent of the 41% of transgendered youth who try to end their lives . I am one who survived not because I really wanted to but because its my ultimate plan . I am supposed to be here and I never plan to touch another blade again .
signed — the person strong enough to give YOU up :D
